Tuesday, March 31, 2009

A few places to visit

I've already dropped Christopher off at class so I can have the Buick (the other car broke down last week, I'll tell you that story later!). Since I didn't have to rush home, I took the scenic route through farm lands and didn't even get upset when I got behind a farm vehicle going two miles an hour.

It gave me a great excuse to look at the scenery and the little signs that true Spring is near. We had snow on Sunday and snow is again in the forecast but it won't be long... my daffodils tell me that.

I now must drive behind my husband as he s.l.o.w.l.y drives the old car to the mechanic (we're getting an estimate to see if it is worth fixing again). Then we must stop by the health food store so he can get the old people's discount... I mean Senior Citizen's sale day. :)

In the meantime, I have three great links for you.

Cheryl has been talking books lately (curriculum as well as regular old wonderful books), click here to read her excellent post from today about books and reading... a subject near and dear to my heart.

That chapter from Doug William's book called "A Man's Library" can be found here. The last time I shared about it, I didn't have a mouse available to give you a link.

Last (but definitely not least), my dear Sally Clarkson has been writing about depression. No wonder I love her so much. She's Velveteen Rabbit real. Her kids are all pretty neat, too. Someday my girls, her girls, and the two Moms are going to have a tea party... if not here then There. I thought it very funny that Stephanie called Sarah to give her the courage to make her England reservations. You can find Sally's blog here.

Tomorrow I hope to write with my new laptop. Yipppeeeee... a gift from a very sweet lady. I'll tell you the story behind that, too. However, first my son has to get me on the wireless system here at home. The good thing about having a computer geek for a son... I have my own Geek Squad. The bad thing about this... he knows how to set the wireless security so high I don't understand it at all.

I also will share soon how God provided a much longed for piece of furniture... free. Yes, faith... patience... experience... hope. He provides. Now, if you haven't read the above links, you are in for a treat.

Monday, March 30, 2009

A Monday hello

Congratulations to Michigan State making it to the Final Four. Once there is only one Big Ten school left, we all become fans of that school. I'm sure Sallie is happy. :)

I awoke earlier then planned this morning, just to "encourage" my son to get out of bed at 6:30 and on his way to classes. He didn't arrive home from studying until nearly 1:00 this morning. I was actually still awake as his Dad arrived back from the Chicago area hours after he planned and he didn't finish his late dinner until Midnight. I became interested in an author interview on Book TV that lasted until 1:00... surprising my son when he walked in the door! Yawn... there is most likely a nap in my daily plans.

The early morning was rewarded with a beautiful, frosty scene of the sun peeking through clouds and forming an ethereal scene on my neighbor's red barn. The frost was not on the pumpkin but embraced daffodils. The first bouquet is now in a pretty vase and sitting on my dining room table.

Yesterday's snow was not unusual for this time of year. I was watching the snow yesterday and remembered the Tulip Time festival (in May) when snow fell as we walked back to our car after Stephanie had taken part in the parade. That was the year I thought Michigan would have snow in August. :)

I need to apologize to a few people who sent e-mails. I know some were buried and a few went to the Spam folder. I'm not certain why but there was a period of two to three weeks when good e-mails were sent to Spam in Hotmail.

Regarding two comments, feel free to link to me at anytime and click here for Anna's Schoolhouse Coffeecake recipe.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Sunday Afternoon Tea

Hello my friends. My ponderings this week were not hard to come by. They were all about holding on in the midst of difficulties. Each one of us (hubby, son, and moi') had a tough week with one or two trials each.

I think I was in my thirties before I realized a problem free life is impossible on this earth. Before that, I'd be surprised at another trial coming my way and I longed for the day when all the events of my life would be chaos free. I should have been paying more attention to the book of James and not have been surprised when various trials come my way. :)

There are many ways I have learned to get through these times, especially since the diabetes affected the amount of chocolate I could eat when stressed. Spending time just reading through the Psalms gives me strength. Looking back on my life when God has met every need and "made straight my path" helps a great deal.

Thinking ahead to the day when we are no longer in the Shadowlands but live where we will find Perfection... it gives me hope. I have Scrabble letters on their base sitting on top of my vintage bread box. Right now the letters spell out the word... H O P E. (I love that idea, found on blogs of people much more creative than me.)

There are other scriptures that bring me peace. I read through the 11th Chapter of Hebrews... what is often called The Faith Chapter... and find inspiration from those who walked before me, the ancients who also knew great trials. One aspect of this chapter I find comforting, it is so real. For those who overcame their trials on this earth are honored but so are those who never saw the realization of what they hoped for in this life... those who longed for God to deliver them but it would appear they received no relief.

Those who died in the faith, who gave up their lives before seeing the Promise... they are given the same amount of "glory" as those who did receive what they were looking for on this side of Eternity. What does that tell us? As in the book of James, we are shown how we walk through our trials on this planet is continued when we get beyond the Shadowlands and into the Reality of that City whose architect and builder is God, Himself. Life is... continued... and hanging on while keeping in faith is what God rewards.

Another section of Scripture I love, that is rather unusual but I read through it at least a couple times a year... the first few chapters of Revelation. What does God reward? What kind of life does He consider faithful? We are told in the Letters to the Churches... including the fact that it is "those who overcome" who receive His rewards. Perseverance, not perfectly... but the fact that they "kept on keeping on".

I would much prefer to have a life with no reason to hold on in the midst of fiery darts and trials. I would prefer health, prosperity, cars that don't break down, houses that don't need repairs, easy relationships, every need met, a life with no disappointments, respect instead of put downs, and a Nation that gives me hope for the future instead of fear.

However, if that were true then I never would have to have the Word become Real. If I didn't have to ask Him for the necessary provision, whether financial or health... if I didn't need to ask Him to heal relationships, make straight the crooked path, or bring courage where there is fear... then I wouldn't know (as in Job) Him personally. I would have heard of Him but now I know Him.

As I have told my husband so many times (when he feels he can't accomplish much for the Church, anymore)... sometimes our attitude is all we can lay at His feet. "As for me and my house, we will choose the Lord. "(Joshua 24:15) We live in an age where lukewarm is not good enough.

I'm very thankful that His mercies are new every morning. I often ask myself if I can get through "just this day" and the answer is always "yes". Tomorrow may look uncertain and the months ahead lay in a fog... but I have enough strength for today. It seems that is the way He made us... for like manna of old, yesterday's Grace is not enough for today.

Friday, March 27, 2009

Recession Proofing - preparing for and living with unemployment #2

I thank you for your get well wishes. I'm not quite well, yet. However, I think I can write a post that actually takes some pondering. I'm going to give it a try. Please forgive my ramblings... :)

I've written before about the biggest mistake we made during our first year when we ran out of unemployment and had no income. We assumed my husband would find another job quickly so we used our savings to keep up present lifestyle. We should have cut back on everything extra in the budget the very day he was laid off. It would have helped a great deal in the long run.

Losing all or part of the family income even for a short time can be difficult. However, when the weeks turn into months it becomes a crisis. Not only does the money run out but it changes every part of our daily life.

For instance, most families aren't used to being home together all day, every day... in the best of times. These are the people you are suppose to enjoy the most in the entire world but after awhile you develop a rather severe twitch as they get on your nerves and visa versa. Even if you homeschool and you're together a lot, when a lack of income is part of the family equation... even homeschoolers are affected.

Here are some things I learned through two separate years of long term unemployment (each year more than twelve months):

  • It's a lot easier to live through unemployment the less money you owe beyond your rent or mortgage.
  • It helps a lot to already know how to shop for less and cook frugal meals.
  • Having a good pantry and savings account to cover necessary bills obviously helps.
  • If your kids are used to shopping each week and having to have all the latest... clothes, electronics, etc... there will be strife.
  • If your kids learn nothing else but how to live without all the latest "stuff" and that keeping up with the proverbial Jonses is a myth... the pain of unemployment will be worth it in the long run.
  • God answers even the prayers of little children.
  • A good home library, some board games, and a DVD collection of family friendly movies will prove as valuable as gold.
  • The same is true of a really good family friendly radio station.
  • The library is the best use of our government's tax money... ever.
  • You find out who your true friends are the longer you are unemployed.
  • The Amish have it right... the more Community we have developed, the easier the strain is on each family.
  • You begin to learn how many unnecessary trips in the car you take when you're putting $5.00 of gas in the car at a time.
  • The more free places your community has to take advantage of... the better.
  • When we lived in Michigan, a $20.00 state parks pass was the smartest money spent all year.
  • The less money one has to spend, the more creative one becomes... that can be a good thing.
  • Talking each month to creditors will make the difference between terrible credit and not-so-bad credit.
  • Your children will pick up on how you are handling the crisis... if you are fearful and complaining, so will they... if you learn to give your fears to God and expect an answer... so will they.
  • Money problems can bring a family closer together as they pray together and see God answer prayer.
  • Unemployment and general financial crisis bring with them forced simplicity.
  • Unemployment can cause you to learn new frugal skills yourself and with your children, and force you to depend on the One who said He would meet all your needs... instead of depending on yourself.
  • Life is easier when you have money to pay when the car breaks down, when you can buy anything you want at the grocery store, when you can go out to eat all the time, when you can purchase the latest clothes... easier... but having needs answered through prayer brings long term faith.
  • The longer you are without an income, the more it becomes necessary to find creative ways to have fun as a family.
  • A meal of $1.00 burgers and shared fries when money is hard to come by becomes a banquet to those who can't afford to eat out.
  • The more simple you live before being unemployed, the easier it will be to live on less.
  • Unemployment is not the worst thing that can happen to you. Especially if it draws you closer to your family, your friends, and your God.
  • Unemployment can be very hard, but
God is still in control.

And please remember, if you are fortunate enough to have plenty... share with those who don't. You may just be the person who provides for a need so a family can know God is searching the Earth... high and low... to answer their prayer.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Not back to normal, yet

I can just hear a comment from the general vicinity of New England, asking if I was ever normal. Well, I think I was before the baby came along. Yes... the same one that will turn twenty this fall.

Anyhoo, it isn't that I'm horribly ill as if it was associated with the diabetes. Even before developing a chronic illness, I had challenges with headaches, dizziness, and nausea this time of year but now it increases the fatigue. As long as I take life easier and nap once in awhile, it is do-able.

I was going to make a Texas Sheet Cake and a cherry coffee cake to send with my husband but only felt like making the coffee cake. I used Anna's recipe for the schoolhouse coffee cake, tweaking it just a little (Pleasant View Schoolhouse on the sidebar). It is one of the recipes I've printed out and taped to the inside of my kitchen cabinets. I make it the same but add almond extract when I use cherries and I drizzle it with a thick confectioners sugar glaze when cool. I know his brother and sister will appreciate it.

Speaking of recipes I have taped on the inside of kitchen cabinets, my cell phone rang this morning and a very sweet voice asked me, "Do the cookies take three or four eggs"? Huh? It took me just a moment to realize it was my oldest granddaughter asking while her mommy made the cookies.

Stephanie called me back, telling me she had let someone have her copy she'd taped on the inside of her kitchen cabinet and hadn't gotten around to printing out another one. We both love our cowboy cookie recipe. It feeds a lot of people.

Have you ever found yourself saying something so funny that it causes you to laugh at yourself? A couple days ago, Christopher and I were talking about some of the TV shows we have watched and the subject of Star Trek Enterprise came up. We had enjoyed it the first season but thought it terrible after a new writer came in.

I remarked to him that everyone would know a Vulcan woman wouldn't fall in love with a man like Trip. Then I had to stop and remember.... umm, Brenda, they are not real. It is a series of TV shows. Why would everyone know what a Vulcan would do. I got a good laugh out of what I said, as did Christopher. Sheesh...

In this crazy, mixed up, world in which we live... laughing at yourself comes in handy. I heard someone make a remark on the news recently that I thought says it all... "Alice, I think we've already fallen through the looking glass". Of course, for most of us that means there has to be a tea party somewhere.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Peeking out from under the covers

I'm pretty certain what is ailing me is a combination of sinus troubles caused by weather changes and some kind of "bug". Christopher has also been quite ill with the same symptoms and his dad has been fine. Which usually means the root of our ills is sinus related instead of allergies. If you got all that.

Yesterday I drove Christopher to classes then came home and went back for him at lunchtime. We had lunch at a fast food place and I waited for him to finish his afternoon class before driving back home. He was taking Bendadryl every four hours and since he doesn't take it each night like I do (it is on my "official" list of daily meds), he gets very sleepy when he takes it so he was concerned about driving. Hopefully we will both get through this malady and be just fine soon.

He's beginning to recover his strength and is excited about working out again. Although he played full court basketball with friends over the weekend and his body told him he was crazy by the next morning. One doesn't go from "no working out" to playing basketball for over an hour. Now he knows that. He struggled to catch up with all of his classes but ended up only having to drop one of the five. Unfortunately, that was one he'd really been looking forward to (having had that professor before) but it meets only once a week so he'd fallen way to behind to catch up.

I stopped by the Goodwill close to my grocery store on my morning trip home and found two very pretty teacups. One is the same pattern I've been collecting for my grandchildren (the FTD pattern that has little pink rosebuds on it, it's sturdy and smaller... good for little hands). The teacup is pictured on Stephanie's blog (Cottage Thoughts on the sidebar), scroll down until you see the cutest little girl sipping her tea. The other teacup I bought has a rose pattern that looks almost the same as the one on my favorite teapot. I enjoy finding pretty things for a couple of dollars. There were other pretty teacups this time but those were the two that said "take me home". I'll take pictures when I'm no longer at this computer. :)

Since I've had such a headache and sinus pressure, I haven't felt like any serious reading so I've been perusing magazines. I just love seeing what other creative people have done and trying the same thing at home with what I have (or keep on the lookout at thrift stores). I've also been perusing cooking magazines I'd put back for such a time... that's where I found the wonderful cheesecake recipe I just posted on my recipe blog. I'm going to watch for the next big sale on cream cheese and stock up just for that recipe!

My husband is leaving for the Chicago area again (sigh... will it ever end?) so I'll have plenty of time to read and perhaps watch a couple DVDs. Very soon the yard will be demanding attention so I'd better enjoy the "downtime" instead of complaining about not feeling well. I don't want to spend forty years in the wilderness due to muttering and complaining... :)

I have another Recession post planned, hopefully typed out and posted tomorrow. It's the second part about what we learned the first time we went through a year's unemployment (actually more than a year).

Now... it's still early enough in the day to make some more coffee and enjoy an early afternoon cup. I'll say the caffeine is good for my stuffed head... that sounds as good as anything (just the way chocolate is good for me, right?). What was that? Someone said moderation? I don't think I heard it...

By the way, thank you Rosanne for the magazines, Carol for the coupons, and my dear Kimberly for the much needed encouragement. I just love all you people.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

A quick hello

I am still not feeling well so today I can just send out a quick hello. I'm going to brew a little pot of tea and find my way to the sofa with a book. The guys were on their own for dinner but I did have plenty of sliced cheese and whole grain crackers available.

As for the question why David Wilkerson is storing thirty days worth of food? I really don't know other than that is what he believes God wants him to do. I could speculate or give a guess but that would be putting words in his mouth.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Why stock up?

I'm still dealing with some kind of a bug or something. Yesterday I had to skip church and ended up sleeping off and on. Today I'm still quite weak but I've been able to get some basic housework and laundry done... so I'm (hopefully) on the mend.

There was a comment left on the Sunday Afternoon Tea post, asking what is the purpose of stocking up for a month or so in case of emergency. That's a great question.

Actually, I live much like those who came before me (especially both sets of our parents and all of our grandparents) who kept a pantry and "deepened" it as they could. In our case, we add to the pantry when financially able and whenever possible we purchase items when they are on sale. It's just a way of life.

We feel it is a frugal way of living and shopping and helps us get through the lean times when we're living only on our Social Security. I've written lots about how we came to be in these circumstances, not what we expected at all when we were younger. :)

I find having the items I use most in the pantry and freezer to be freeing when doing my daily cooking and baking. It also keeps me from having to drive into town for an emergency grocery store run (most of the time).

However, some people who have never deepened their pantry are feeling like they should do so in these uncertain times. It is insurance you can eat in a time of rising food prices, should you lose a job, or there be some disruption to the trucking industry. As I've written before, my friend in New Mexico found the shelves in her grocery stores empty for awhile when trucks were diverted after Hurricane Katrina.

I believe the Government is now suggesting more food "put back" then they used to after seeing what happened after Katrina, too. If a family has their own extra supply of food, water, and other essential items then they don't have to depend on help from the government. They may find they are able to be of help to others during an emergency.

In my own family, we have been so thankful to have food in the pantry and freezer after job losses, first due to the economy and later illness. There was one time we were employed and doing well financially and we were able to take from our pantry and freezer to help our best friends when they went through a job loss.

I have learned (and am continuing to learn) not to do anything out of fear as you are so right, food can run out and then what do we do? Well, all we can do is what we personally feel God is leading and then trust Him for the rest. My trust is not in my pantry, or my bank account, or another person... but in His promises which have proven worthy in the past. Believe me, my pantry items would not last very long these days. :)

The Bible talks about faith, patience, experience, and hope... one coming after the other. When one has walked through many storms of life and finds themselves able to look back and see answers to prayer (often only seen in retrospect)... then a pantry becomes practical but not an idol.

Someone else asked about lists for a pantry... there are quite a few available on the sidebar in the section where I have "Pantry" links. I use my typed out and printed grocery list for most stocking up and then I'll look to see what other people consider important and add those items. I keep an overall stock up list in my scrapbook journal (with pretty cutout pictures on the side). :)

I'll add a few more pantry and recession posts this week.

ADDED NOTE: I forgot to tell you I added that delicious cheesecake recipe to my recipe blog.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Sunday Afternoon Tea

I heard a startling statistic this week on a radio talk show. A large poll was taken among those who called themselves Evangelical Christians and the results were surprising but not really shocking. Until they gave this statistic... only 25% of Evangelical Christians surveyed said they felt faith played an important part of their raising children. Amazing...

Perhaps it was because I came from a background where God was referred to mainly as "The Man Upstairs" and given no more status than any other fairy tale. Perhaps it was becoming a Christian during the Jesus Movement or even the strong impact of my early mentoring from books by Francis and Edith Schaeffer. I chose to immerse my kids in the Faith, that Jesus be as real a member of our family as any other person... more so since He would be with them when Mom and Dad were not.

It started with talking to them from their infancy, to precept-upon-precept and line-upon-line instruction as we cooked dinner or took a walk in the early evening. I can remember with both children stopping to pick up a rock on the side of the road and remarking how God is so creative that He made simple rocks to be beautiful when cracked open. Or... looking at the various flowers or birds and remarking how God loved color so much that He gave us so many varieties of color in nature around us.

I would talk about how He could have given us manna to eat each day but instead He delighted in creating flavors that were good alone and when combined with other ingredients became something entirely new and delicious.

I would talk (quite often) about God's laughter and sense of humor as He created puppies, and kitties, and the duck billed platypus that appeared to be put together with nature's spare parts.

I would read lots and lots of books to each and talk about how God's Word says He has books... Jesus is called THE WORD. How great literature takes us to places we could never visit ourselves or gives us a desire to visit a different land and talk to a people not our own. The gift of imagination and putting images in our mind to words... His gift.

We talked about pretty pictures they drew and great art by the Masters and how God delights in both. We listened to tapes by Psalty, the Scripture put to music, great hymns and praise music, classical symphonies, crooners from the 40s, early Rock & Roll of the 50s, the Beach Boys and Jan and Dean (their father's favorites from the 60s), and my beloved John Denver... and talked about God's provision of music in our lives.

As each grew older, we talked about current events and society... what was right and wrong from a Biblical perspective. We talked about being salt and light in the world while also walking in love toward those who disagreed.

They joined us in prayer during bad times and rejoicing in the good... knowing answers came from God and weren't simple coincidences.

How can three out of four Evangelical Christians (not liberal... not unbelievers...) say they don't include Faith in their parenting, especially during the critical childhood years?

I have quite often pondered three of my favorite Jewish ancestors from the Old Testament... Joseph, Daniel, and Queen Esther. All three went through great trauma in their childhood or youth. All three were taken to pagan lands and places by their teens. Yet, when the "rubber met the road"... all three showed a deep and enduring faith that affected their entire world and endeared them to those in power... pagan Pharaohs and Kings.

I so often have wondered about their parents (and Esther's Uncle)... they had such a little amount of time to make Jehovah God real... so real that they could walk with deep faith among pagan lands... humiliated by the embarrassment of slavery, standing for what was right in God's eyes when giving in would have been easier, and then overcoming those temptations that came with obtaining great power.

I knew I was raising an Esther and a Daniel as society became more Postmodern with each year. Time went so quickly, I blinked and each was grown. Teaching the Word, knowing God, learning to walk with Him... if not taught during the growing up years then when do parents expect them to learn?

Three out of four Evangelical Christians said Faith wasn't important... I shudder to think of their children as they face the world they are inheriting today and try to live with no Anchor... or Friend... to lead and on Whom they can depend.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Warm and snuggly on the sofa

I have a doozy of a headache today, most likely weather changes are the culprit. It's on the chilly side again and a jacket felt good against cold breezes. However, we continue to see averages get a little warmer each week and the green of daffodils leaves are popping up... even if the actual flower hasn't arrived.

The cheesecake baked in a 9 x 13 dish was a huge success. It will be a perfect dessert for a pot luck or even a dinner this spring. It will easily feed eight adult guests dessert (or my two guys). I'll get the recipe on my recipe blog as soon as possible with a borrowed computer.

When I was driving home yesterday, there was a conversation going on about the David Wilkerson warning (on the Moody Channel). They said John Piper has come out against it (whom I admire) because it sounded too much like the Y2k warnings but most well known Christian leaders have such respect for Wilkerson that they are saying it wouldn't hurt to buy some extra groceries and such.

The speaker on Moody said the very thing I have been thinking... it is completely unlike Wilkerson to make put out an urgent warning. Instead he has been a pastor and writer who has generally warned of difficult days ahead. So I deepened my pantry as much as I could afford at the time... far from what I'd like but enough given God's provision.

There are times I have this voice in my head telling me I shouldn't talk about warnings and scary stuff like the need to deepen our pantry because people want to hear about tea time and books instead.

Of course I will still talk about them but right now I feel such a sense of urgency within, as if I must share my feelings about the need to stock the pantry and think through what may be needed in case of extended unemployment or an emergency. I also believe prices will start rising a lot since the government is printing money... and printing more money... so whatever we can put back or get fixed or build on (etc.) now will probably never be cheaper.

Speaking of books, I just finished reading Jack Hanna's new autobiography and LOVED it. I've appreciated his family friendly shows for a long time. It's rare to find someone who writes about animals and zoos who is a dedicated Christian family man as well. Jungle Jack: My Wild Life would be perfect to give a young person who loves animals. It's truly a fascinating story and written in such a way you feel like he's sitting across from you at a coffee shop.

Well, I am now going to brew a pot of decaf green tea and prop my feet up... enjoying a little time alone while the guys are in town watching the NCAA tournament with a group of friends. Perhaps this is the time to put a girly movie like Sense & Sensibility in the DVD?

Friday, March 20, 2009

Early morning coffee and psalms

My alarm clock rang way too early this morning. It wasn't possible seven hours had passed but the evidence was there. My clock was not broken. I could not get to sleep last night but I was too tired to read so I turned on the TV and watched Fox Business Network until I felt sleepy. I've long passed the point where economic news would keep me up at night... which is dangerous when our present circumstances become "same old same old".

Back to this morning... I asked my husband if he'd push the button on the coffeepot so I had a few minutes to find my flannel housecoat (the temperature was in the 20's this morning!) and my Pooh mug, then immediately make my formula of "just the right amount of" Splenda and cream. Honestly, I think I was still asleep. It must have been the two Benadryl I'd taken before going to bed... a drug induced morning?

I almost turned the TV on to get the weather forecast but wisdom got the best of me and I headed for the sofa in the living room where my Bible awaited me. I decided I'd quickly read the 91st psalm as I'd been hearing more about it lately (with good reason). It is always comforting so I read through it quickly a couple of times before perusing through a few other psalms in the same area.

I landed on the 94th psalm which spoke to me from my thoughts and prayers of the night before. It was not Wall Street that caused me to cringe last night for I expect greed at that level (unfortunately). While they appear to have no common sense whatsoever (did they really think taxpayers wouldn't say anything about bonuses???), it was watching the members of Congress that made my stomach churn as I wondered how these nuts fell off the tree and got elected to represent parts of America (my only political commentary for today). :)

As I read the psalm this morning, I was so glad I'd taken just a little time to read before driving Christopher to work. Just listen...

Psalm 94
  • vs. 2 Rise up, O Judge of the earth; pay back to the proud what they deserve.
  • vs. 4 They pour out arrogant words; all the evildoers are full of boasting.
  • vs. 19 When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought joy to my soul.
  • vs. 20 Can a corrupt throne be allied with you-- one that brings on misery by its decrees?
  • vs. 21 They band together against the righteous to condemn the innocent to death.
  • vs. 22 But the Lord has become my fortress, and my God the rock in whom I take refuge.
  • vs. 23 He will repay them for their sins and destroy them for their wickedness; the Lord our God will destroy them.

Now, I'm not praying the foolish in Washington be destroyed, I just want them replaced by men and women with wisdom for times such as these. Sheesh...

I did do some more baking today. Did you know you can bake a cheesecake in a 9 x 13 dish as long as there are at least three 8 oz. pkgs. of cream cheese in the recipe? I have an excellent recipe that uses four packages and it tastes like the finest of New York Style cheesecake. (I'll type it up later today or Saturday and add it to my recipe blog.)

I had purchased a lot of cream cheese during the Holidays when it went on sale for $1.00 each. As these were beginning to get close to their "use by" date, making the cheesecake was perfect. I will share some of it with my neighbors.

Last night we (finally) had the Crock Pot roast with mashed potatoes and canned green beans. The previous evening I'd planned to serve it but Christopher offered to take me out to dinner since his dad was out of town. It didn't take me but a second to say YES! :)

So, I unplugged the Crock Pot and let it cool while we were out for Chinese food close to campus. I let it continue slow cooking yesterday. We used half the roast last night and I pulled apart the rest of the beef, poured the leftover gravy in it, and placed it in a covered casserole dish. Tonight I'll just put together some instant potatoes to spoon on top of the casserole and wallah!!!... Shepherd's Pie. It's really just the meat and potatoes in a different form but who is telling?

To answer the comment, sometimes I cook a roast like I did this one and use it the next day in a planned leftover. Sometimes I do cut it in half if it is a big roast, cooking one half in the Crock Pot and cubing the other half to use for an oven stew or similar dish.

I like to purchase at least a bottom round for this when it is on sale instead of chuck roast as I find it is worth the slight amount more because it isn't fatty. I like the better cuts for roasts, too, if they are on a huge sale (I try to buy all meat on sale and freeze it). I still like chuck roasts for making veggie beef soup. I hope that answers the question! :)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Sugar Cream Pie and other joys of Midwest Living

Stephanie told me a few years ago that she mentioned to someone in New England she was making a sugar cream pie and they asked what was in it. Her reply? "Ummm... sugar... and cream." :)

As with many old Midwest recipes, one realizes what we consider expensive these days (especially cream and butter) were quite ordinary to those on farms with milk cows. The frozen Wick's pies are made in Indiana but I've seen recipes for sugar cream pies in various Midwest and Amish cookbooks. They are much richer than an ordinary custard pie but not as tangy as a lemon chess pie.

A friend from the bookstore called this morning, asking if I could make an emergency dessert for her. She'd completely forgotten that she had signed up to bring a cake to a sports banquet tonight. I had the ingredients for a quick Chocolate Cherry Cake that I was able to make in between errands and drop off at the bookstore just before she left for the day. As I've said before, I consider baking a ministry and I was happy to help her.

Our economy here is interesting as we have two completely different sources of income for many people... no, make that three. Agriculture is okay so long as the weather holds out (we who live in farm lands are obsessed with weather). Manufacturing is in a terrible condition with another three hundred or more jobs lost just this past week in one of the plants. There are now thousands out of work from what I've heard. The University is going strong but one wonders what will happen in coming years.

The Mall is often packed when I drive by but I've noticed a lot more people shopping at Goodwill and the thrift shop.

I had to drive to the town close to us to run an errand for my husband. I decided to take the scenic route home since snow and ice were no longer an issue. All of nature seems to be waiting the coming of warm weather and the opportunity to bloom and blossom even if our view is winter without the snow.

I passed a ranch fairly close to home and slowed down to view the horses through the trees (one can only see them clearly in winter). Horses are among the most regal of all God's creation and these are particularly beautiful.

I had been listening to talk radio earlier but I decided for the sake of my mental health to switch to the NPR station and listen to classical music. Their selection at the time was a little too slow for my taste so I switched again to K-Love... that's more like it. K-Love is the Three Bears station in our family... to contemporary for my husband, not contemporary enough for my son... just right for Mama Bear. :)

Oh, before you ask. I have added recipes for Cousin Idell's sugar cream pie (Kentucky version), Chocolate Cherry Cake, and two Midwest sugar cream pies to the recipe blog... just click on the picture of the vintage kitchen & cook on the sidebar.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Dinner's in the Crock Pot... all is right with the world

Have you ever had to use a borrowed computer for any length of time? It is like living in a rented room with furniture almost like yours but not quite. I haven't been able to respond to comments or requests, much less go back and pick up e-mails I know were missed just before my own computer crashed. It's suppose to be finished soon, if the new motherboard works.

I promise to pick up on the Recession and Pantry posts soon. They take a little more thought and planning then when I ramble on about what I did on my summer vacation... or, in this case... spring break. (The answer is cook and clean.) When I go into town I can actually find a parking place and the grocery store is even empty. One could get the feeling they are the only person not sunning themselves on Florida shores with Connie Francis singing in the background. (Now, that tells my age.)

My plans to do some cooking and baking today never came to pass but I did get dinner in the Crock Pot where it has been slow cooking all day. There's something about the main dish being taken care of that gives a feeling of... freedom. The dishes are all washed and put away, the refrigerator had a quick cleaning (not the elbow grease cleaning my husband can do), one load of laundry is finished while a second is in the dryer. It's a good day when most of the "gotta do's" of the day are finished my late afternoon.

I was very happy to stop by Goodwill this week and find the glass cups I've been keeping an eye on now half price. They're very similar to those that go with my punch bowl and at a quarter each, they give me six more cups which should be about what I needed for a larger crowd. I have no plans for such as occasion immediately but I'd been looking for similar punch bowl cups since last summer.

As for my little Panera vacation this morning... sigh... it also had to be delayed for another day due to circumstances. Soon... very soon... I'll have my own version of spring break with good coffee, a scone, my Bible and book, and a notebook... at Panera... with beautiful music in the background.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Yawn.... at the end of a long day

My husband has to return to the Chicago area again tomorrow so we were out running a few necessary errands today. It seemed everywhere we went, people were talking about layoffs. We found out our neighbor had been laid off since December! We thought he was working a different shift. CAT announced huge layoffs today which will greatly affect the Midwest.

Two women were talking while we were at the copy shop, both husbands had been laid off. As they said, there are so few manufacturing plants left in the area that there is no place to go when one loses a job. That's why my husband lost a few jobs. He was a Quality Assurance Engineer and his department was always one to be cut first in an economic downturn but he actually had a few places he worked that sold the plants and the manufacturing went to another country.

This entire situation with my husband's sister has been a lesson in patience and walking in love. Just when I think I've got this "walking in love" thing down, God allows difficult people in my life. My husband's sister has asperger's syndrome and has been one of those human "thorns in my flesh" since I first met her during our engagement. Sigh... it is so easy to show compassion to people we love and enjoy being with but it is when we walk in love towards those who have caused us to develop a twitch that God's love can shine through.

The constant travel has made me have to trust God for my husband's safety, too. I find it ironic that I have no fear of terrorism or something "big" happening to this country but bring it closer to home... as in a family member traveling... and the faith and trust muscles get a workout.

There are two separate events that make me know beyond a shadow of a doubt that all turns out well with this old world. One is holding a new born baby and the other is the birth of spring each year... miracles we so often take for granted... both signs that God hasn't given up on the human race.

I'm hoping tomorrow to get away to Panera with my Bible and a book. At the library sale, I found a copy of Linda Dillow's Calm My Anxious Heart. I can certainly use that book right now and I must have read her Creative Counterpoint three or four times years ago (Steph said she is reading it now).

I also plan to make a couple of recipes from Trisha Yearwood's Georgia Cooking In an Oklahoma Kitchen (LOVE IT!). If my energy holds up, there are a couple make ahead recipes in Barbara Smith's Food That Says Welcome; Simple Recipes to Spark the Spirit of Hospitality. I'm also going through The Amish Cook (a gift I also LOVE) and a small booklet of Amish recipes I bought while in Pennsylvania.

I think it's the change of season that has me with my nose in cookbooks. After a lovely season of soups and stews, I'm ready for something new... and inexpensive.

Oh, yes, I have been thinking of Easter. I need to have everything purchased ahead of time to make certain the Holiday arrives and if it is a month where we have no extra money, we still have a wonderful Holiday meal... and in this case a few small items for a teenage boy's Easter basket. :)

This year I'm definitely serving the sugar cream pie for dessert but I'll probably make a strawberry rhubarb pie, too (I mean... that just says SPRING). I have all the veggie items purchased and put away in the freezer and pantry. I'll wait to purchase the ham since they usually go on sale closer to Easter. If possible, I'll purchase one for the Easter meal and one for the freezer. Just thinking out loud...

Monday, March 16, 2009

I am so ready for sunshine and warmth

We're experiencing a typical Midwest March with gorgeous weather for a few days and then a return to cold and damp. Today started out very chilly but by early afternoon, we were shedding our jackets and enjoying the warmth. A cool down is in the near future but each time the temperatures fall, they don't fall quite as much as before. That is always a good sign...

The birds have returned and I see peeks of green under dead leaves near the fence. It looks like my neighbor's bulbs are beginning to peek through. Life is returning and soon I won't be able to see the neighbor's red barn across the road and I'll forget there are houses on the other side of the forest. Although, there is only the hope of real spring at the moment... faith that after the cold and dark of winter... spring always arrives.

Hubby had to stop by Wal Mart today for a few items so I asked him if I could purchase some more canned goods for the pantry. I really, really needed some canned fruit (and frozen cherries and blueberries). The budget could handle such purchases and we both agreed we needed to add a few cans of pumpkin and "yams"... both very healthy additions to the pantry.

I must ask Stephanie to send me the recipe again for her sweet potato rolls. They would be good for Easter dinner. Easter is my favorite holiday dinner as it is so easy when there is only one cook in the kitchen. This year my husband rediscovered sugar cream pie so I've already put a sugar cream pie in the freezer (if you live in the Midwest, Wick's sugar cream pies are just as good as home made and I promise not to tell your secret... shhhhh).

My cousin owned a restaurant in Kentucky that was known for its' sugar cream pie but that recipe used brown sugar. The one he's become enamored with is definitely made with white sugar. My mother loved all cream pies but I think sugar cream was her very favorite. It's funny but I don't remember her ever making a cake. She purchased my birthday cakes at our favorite bakery (the same one that made my wedding cake years later).

However, pies were her favorites and when we would stop by our favorite cafeterias (there were two, the one we still go to once in awhile and one at the mall that is long gone), we would always have the same routine. She'd ask if I thought I'd like a piece of pie and coffee and of course, I'd always say yes. I don't know what she would have done if any of us said no. The entire trip to the mall was so she could get a piece of pie. :)

Sometimes when we stop by the cafeteria that is still open (although owned by a different company), I'll have a small salad so I can also have a piece of pie... always one of her favorites... and coffee. It is my favorite place to go for my birthday or another special occasion. She passed away in the 1990s but I feel sometimes like I miss her more now than when she passed. Perhaps I'm entering my second childhood!

I'm finding myself returning again and again to my Amish cookbooks for inexpensive inspiration. I'm also loving the Trisha Yearwood cookbook purchased with Amazon credit. I already have four or five recipes marked to try soon. I love how there is a picture along with each recipe.

I made venison chili for dinner this evening, using Beverly Nye's chili recipe (I think it is on my recipe blog, if not I'll add it soon). The only change I made for using the venison was adding about half a teaspoon or more of cumin seeds. It was yummy. After a long trip to the store and four loads of laundry, I was happy to have the chili ready to warm up this evening.

One of the libraries in a town close to me had a library sale over the weekend. I found a few Christian novels for my husband and a couple books for me. There wasn't as big a selection of books as this library usually had but it was well worth the time spent driving over.

Now I must set the dinner dishes to soaking (I should have done that already... oops!). I knew I forgot something.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Sunday Afternoon Tea

Sigh... a combination of Christopher needing his computer and my being too tired to think by the time he arrived home combined to keep me away. However, husband and son are at a restaurant near campus watching the Big Ten Tournament finals so Sunday has been peaceful... church, a light lunch of crackers and cheese... a nap... some computer time. :)

My pastor talked about the David Wilkerson warning this morning. I was wondering what he thought about it. He reminded us that David Wilkerson sent out a similar warning just weeks before 9/11. I'd forgotten about that... hmmmm. I bought a few extra nonfood items yesterday, using coupons that were to expire soon... just something small to add to the pantry.

If there is ever a time when our homes must be warm, cozy, comfortable, and a place that brings us peace and joy... it is when the world around us is in such turmoil. Not that any home is perfect but at least it can be our own little haven. When I walk through my front door and see my cozy, book filled living room to my left and the lace curtains of the dining area in front of me... I know I can shut the world out for awhile.

Spending a morning in my kitchen can be peaceful to me and provide good food to bring the guys happiness (yes, the way to a man's heart truly is through his stomach... at least in my family... feed them!). When the freezer and pantry are full and I know there are plenty of eggs and milk in the refrigerator, I have within my little kitchen domain the ability to put together all kinds of wonderful recipes with basic ingredients... an artist with flour, sugar, butter, eggs, veggies, meat, grains... and some pretty dishes to serve them on.

How different I feel when I've had a difficult day and someone asks me what is for dinner at 4:30... and I don't have a clue. Then the kitchen is my prison and my family a demanding warden holding me hostage. With a little planning, that doesn't happen often and they really are much nicer about it than that... which is why I keep a few items that can be fixed quickly.

People are far from perfect and difficult circumstances will bring out either the best or the worst in all of us... often both sides in the same day. That's why I so want to share how much easier it is if we have some amount of preparation for those difficult times. Preparing for them doesn't make them happen anymore than buying automobile insurance causes us to have a car accident.

Whether we prepare and deepen a pantry, purchase extra books at the library sale to build a home library, check out the used DVD store for family friendly movies to have on hand, purchase a few new board games to learn, make it a family project to declutter the house and plant flowers in the front yard, or decide to have a family picture taken to display in an important area of the house (and sending a copy to Grammie)... whatever we do is a reflection on who we are as a family and makes our home personal as well as lovely.

Some items that make me happy are not worth any money but they say "HOME"... like the Beanie Baby robin that I move around the house... the robin being the family bird (that story having been told many times). I also have a Beanie Baby turkey but he comes out only in autumn. Hmmm... a family turkey?

I rearranged some teacups in my corner china cabinet last week. While all are beautiful, I especially love the teapot given me by Stephanie while in college and my birthday teacup she purchased while we were visiting Old Sturbridge Village a few years ago. I hope every home has a combination of those "things" that make our heart sing because they remind us of people and past events.

It won't be too much longer when we can bring out the deck tables and chairs, then in May plant colorful flowers in containers... creating an extra "room" to the house. Another place to go, along with the rocking chair on the front porch, to bring one's Bible and cup of coffee in the early warmth of the morning to ponder... and study... and pray. To prepare us and give us strength for the day. For all the beauty I can create means nothing if I'm crabby and cranky to live with. :)

We didn't have any choice over where we were born or in what time period. We may feel we have no choice about where we live in the day of following job openings. However, we have one area of our life that is within our control, where our actions and decisions can create a lovely haven in the midst of a world gone mad. Home... whether a mansion or a room of our own... we all need a place that is our own.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Recession Proofing - preparing for and living with unemployment #1

I know this will take more than one post since I was gone all day and Christopher needs to take this laptop to campus soon. I hadn't planned on taking him to class this morning and staying until he finished his last class but he asked me if I'd mind this morning. He's still not feeling well.

As it was, I got a chance to look through that Goodwill (found nothing) and meet my friend, Linda, for coffee. We've been trying to get together for awhile. We talked about the David Wilkerson warning, too. She comes from a different denominational background then I do but we both agreed people we know respect him.

I've had quite a few e-mails asking how we were able to keep our credit good enough to purchase a house (after two different years of being without a job... and no income). First, my husband called everyone to whom we owed money (mortgage, utilities, a credit card, etc.) and made arrangements to pay a minimum amount. Most people were willing to work with us and he called every month.

Second, we received our mortgage for this house through the United States Department of Agriculture. I love working with them. It was mentioned when all the mortgage places were failing that only one was doing well... yes, the USDA! They don't sell your mortgage, at least not the kind we received.

It was the woman at the USDA who told us to write a letter to each of the credit agencies and explain our situation during each period of unemployment. She said our credit was far from perfect but it wasn't too bad, either. That was from keeping in touch with creditors. Each agency accepted the letter and put it in with our credit information. We learned it is all about communicating...

Another little piece of advice (I was talking to Linda about this today)... keep up with all your doctors and dentists appointments when you have a job and insurance. Don't get behind. Make those appointments today. If you were to suddenly lose a job, sometimes your insurance stops at the end of that month (a good company will keep it up a couple months).

If there is any possibility you will be selling your house within a couple of years, do all the necessary work now that will be necessary when you sell it. I'd ask two people to look at your house. First, a very good realtor who will usually be happy to look through it and give advice for free as long as she knows you will call her (or him) when you choose to sell.

Also, if your house is more than a few years old, I'd pay the price to have a home inspector go through and show you anything that must be done before selling it. We were shocked to find out our windows were not to code and we'd only lived in our house four years. The code had changed during that time. The cost to quickly repair them (a friend who is a contractor did the work for us)... $1,000... during a time we didn't have it.

I'll return tomorrow but Christopher needs his computer. I just wanted to start this today. :)

Sigh... please forgive any typos and strange grammar.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Pastor's blog

Sorry, I should have added this to my earlier post.

The pastor who is advising people have a month's worth of food and essentials on hand is David Wilkerson. HERE is the link to his general blog (it's short enough that I can type it in for the link). Just scroll down a bit for the post about stocking up called something like An Urgent Warning.

I've received Wilkerson's snail mail newsletters for over twenty years now. Some my age may remember the movie about his early ministry in New York called The Cross and the Switchblade (starring Pat Boone). He is the senior pastor at Times Square Church.

I'll let you use your own discernment regarding what he has written. I know it may not be in agreement with some people's theology but I do know a lot of people who respect him.

I've been watching Glen Beck who is now on Fox News when I get a chance (he now comes on at a time I am often busy). It's amazing to me how many people he has interviewed who are recommending storing food, starting a garden, etc.

I remember one episode when he was still on CNN, it was the first time I'd ever heard of an economist recommending investing in "canned goods". Hmmmm...

Beck has also talked about the possibility of riots in the cities.

Fear not

Oh, my friends... the last twenty-four hours have been a real test of my trusting God. Christopher was going to stay on campus due to severe weather and flooding last night but my cell phone rang at about 2:00 am (when he is still out, I keep the cell phone by my bed). He was telling me he had to come home as his friend's apartment must have mold in it. He's never had a problem there before but he hadn't been there when it rained so much, either.

So... he walked over half a mile in wind and rain (and cold) to the car and his phone went out just as he told me there were "scary people" in the parking lot. I didn't hear from him until he arrived home about half an hour later (not knowing if the roads were flooded). He arrived home to a cup of hot Candy Cane Lane tea and a Benedryl waiting (his eyes were swollen so he had been having an allergic reaction).

I prayed and watched a TV show about a family that had lots of kids (not the Duggars). Since I know quite a few families with many children, I don't see what the big deal is but this particular family was charming. They also had one thing after another go wrong while up against a deadline and I loved the way they were handling it... just like the rest of us with a combination of faith and coming unglued. So much for middle-of-the-night TV.

Then my husband had a very late start driving to his sister's house near Chicago early this morning. It is a long trip. I kept reminding myself that I had to TRUST GOD. So often peace doesn't come until I get in the Psalms, do some deep breathing, and eat chocolate. Okay, sometimes I don't eat chocolate but I continue until I feel the tension leave. We're all going on a small amount of sleep and probably too much caffeine. :)

I was chatting with a couple of friends recently (one on the phone and one through e-mail) about the warning a famous pastor sent out to his readers. He often writes about the difficult times in which we live but in this message, he felt God was leading him to recommend people have a month's worth of food in the house (and any other necessities such as prescriptions).

He's not a wacko (I suppose some would think he is just by sending out such a recommendation) but it is his church that Mike Huckabee mentioned he attends when in New York.

Anyhoo, my two friends and I were talking about fear and doing things out of fear or out of wisdom. I do know an awful lot of people have been "led" to deepen their pantries this past year. My friend I was talking to on the phone lives in the desert area of New Mexico. She has always kept a good sized pantry but she started deepening it a few months ago. She's the friend I've mentioned whose grocery stores had empty shelves when trucks were diverted to the hurricane Katrina area.

I know everyone must do what they feel they should. In the late 1990's, I felt I should deepen my pantry more than I ever had before. Of course, I assumed it was because of the Y2k talk! However, my best friend at the time had no such leading but she felt their family should buy a generator.

Well, we ended up with our first year without an income during that time and because of the pantry, we didn't have to apply for food stamps. Since we were already homeschooling, we really didn't want to apply as one had to go through Child and Family Services and we weren't certain what they would say about homeschooling with no income (yes, some Family Service agencies were anti homeschooling).

My friend ended up moving soon after that to the mountains in Pennsylvania... where the power went out quite often! We a both had followed God's leading and we were both glad we had.

There are so many places in the Word that I go to when I get fearful but my favorite verse is "Perfect love casts out fear". It dawned on me years ago that it is not my love that must be perfect but trusting God because His love really is perfect.

Last night and early this morning, I kept telling Him that I want to be counted faithful. I want to stand before Him someday and instead of falling apart (as I felt like doing because of all the unknowns), at least I could say I trusted that His love is perfect and I will trust... no matter what circumstances look like.

Which, of course, implies that I can't let my imagination go wild. My husband used to travel a lot and he wasn't always good at checking in. (He was in the air on 9/11 and didn't think to call to let me know he was fine until that night!). I remember one evening when we lived in Eastern Iowa that we had very bad winter weather between where we lived and the airport in the Quad Cities. He arrived home hours late and I told him I already had him dead and buried and his insurance money spent in my mind. Sheesh...

In the years since then, I have learned to "take all thoughts captive". Peace is really our own choice. It is not easy in the midst of uncertain circumstances. However, it is a gift we can give our families and a gift we can lay at the feet of Jesus.

Now, if you'll excuse me I need to do more deep breathing exercises and open the Psalms. Since I had to get up very early this morning, I already have a lot of housework and laundry done so I think I may pop Persuasion in the DVD player, too. Yes, that all sounds soothing... :)

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Revisiting the Priority List

Gosh I miss my own computer. Hopefully everything important backed up okay on the flash drive. I have to take it over to the computer repair shop and have it de-virused. Who knew when you back up a computer after it has a virus that you transfer the virus to the jump drive? Well, I expect my kids and my son-in-law knew but not us older people. Thankfully, they told us when we took our computer in so we didn't transfer the virus to this laptop.

Our income tax return arrived last week so out came the Priority List. The most important "To Do" on it was also the most expensive... get the sceptic tank pumped. Hubby spent an hour on the phone with the previous owner of our house (a young engineer talking to an old former engineer... let's just say they went into great detail) about the septic system. Sheesh....

Anyway, it hasn't been pumped in many years so it had to go to the top of the list. I can think of prettier ways to spend money but nothing more necessary. We baby the septic, most "food" goes into the compost bucket and (oil, grease, etc.) is poured into recycled large yogurt or sour cream containers and tossed in the trash. Even then, it was way past due for a pump and the last thing we need is to have it back up someday.

As with last year's deck maintenance project, we brought the professionals in (the former owner recommended them) and now another house maintenance project is behind us for two or three years. Since I believe we will someday see inflation much worse than today (not counting home prices), the maintenance is much cheaper now then it will be and frankly, I don't want to even think of what a backed up septic tank would be like.

There is something about writing down the Priority List that makes the expenditures real... as in reminding me that pumping the septic tank is more important than the painting projects on the "To Do" list. We also purchased the converter box for the old TV (with the $40.00 off "coupon"), ink for the printer, and an allergy type filter for the furnace. All Priority List items.

I also picked up a small gift from the Kitchen Gourmet shop that I'd ordered for Stephanie. It's something I had bought for myself awhile back and knew she'd love... small, inexpensive, but a time saver in the kitchen.

These types of items are on my own little Priority List... birthday and Christmas gifts for the family... purchased and put back to have on hand when needed. Both my kids have birthdays near Christmas and E.'s birthday is not far after the Holidays. Planning needed all year long. :)

I wasn't able to really stock up the pantry as I would like but I did a lot of replacing items I had run out of recently (vanilla, Mrs. Dash, Lawry's Seasoned Salt, a couple of spices, etc.). Also, I bought a few small things like a couple bags of chocolate chips, an extra family size box of Triscuits, another large package of Colby cheese, a few cans of green beans and Cream of Mushroom soup, one package of noodles... those items that are the backbone of my pantry.

Taking advantage of a sale, I bought one package of Pepperidge Farm lemon cookies and one box of Le Petit E'colier Milk Chocolate "biscuits"... both cookies I love for my Hospitality Pantry. They are nice to have when someone stops by unexpectedly and the cookie jar is empty of homemade cookies or I want to have a tea party with the menfolk (think tea in mugs for them and cookies snarfed rather than nibbled).

Store bought "fancy" cookies are not purchased on my regular grocery list, they are strictly a "little Priority List" item and saved for a special time... which means they are hidden from the menfolk. I also put back lemonade mix (dry or frozen), decaf coffee beans, and several types of tea.

I'm not sure I'll purchase new shoes this year. I think my sandals can go one more summer. Instead we'll "put back" cash for those months when there is no money left over from the Social Security check. In today's economy, every expenditure needs to be thought through for those watching their pennies.

Now, I must brew some tea, prop my feet up, and read for awhile. We're having homemade soup for dinner that I made Sunday afternoon (with leftover beef, baked potatoes, baby carrots, canned green beans, and a box of beef broth I needed to use soon). How wonderful to arrive home from my "Proverbs 31 shopping" and have tonight's dinner ready. :)

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Yawn... what change in time?

I always have to get out of bed early on Monday mornings. This morning it was not only darker than usual but my body was telling me it was an hour earlier than the alarm clock chimed. Weeks... it can take weeks to get used to this change. Another yawn...

It was so nice (and absolutely amazing) to be out and about Saturday in a short sleeved shirt! Even my spring jacket was tossed in the back seat of the Buick as I went thrifting while the young men were having their LAN party. Let's see, LAN stands for Local Area Network (thank you Wikipedia).

I found nothing at the two Goodwill stores but the Mission thrift store was quite a success with two tops for me, a short sleeved sweater for me, and a shirt for my husband... all at 75% off (or $1.00 each). I also found two teacups and saucers and three ties for Christopher. He is accumulating his own collection of ties and at $2.00 each (as opposed to fifteen to fifty dollars at the department stores), I keep on the lookout.

The weather radio was sending out a continuous alert (which could wake the dead!) for about an hour. There were reported tornadoes all around but suddenly the sky was all nice and blue and the sun came out. My weather radio is about ten years old now so it picks up warnings for all the surrounding counties. I bought it after my brother's house in Cincinnati was almost hit by a tornado in the middle of the night (it did hit very close). Since we also have tornado watches at night, I feel secure knowing it would wake me up.

I must run a couple important errands today but I'll post a book review and another pantry post ASAP. Yesterday I started reading How a Monk and a Mallet Changed the World (about the history of the Reformation). I read a review of it awhile ago (I think on Challies). So far I'm enjoying it very much. The writing is enjoyable.

Here is a great article about the importance of a home library by Doug Phillips. Sorry I have to post the full URL but I don't have a mouse available and one needs a mouse to create a link.

http://www.visionforum.com/hottopics/blogs/dwp/2009/03/4960.aspx

Sunday Afternoon Tea

We're under a Tornado Watch at the moment, which means I'll keep an eye to the sky and plug in the NOAA weather radio. As our highs yesterday were more like May than March, it isn't surprising. Have I ever mentioned such storm watches used to make me hyperventilate?

I went through a number of tornadoes as a child and in my teens, including the Palm Sunday tornadoes and the outbreak of 1974... so fear was impressed upon my soul early. I'm thankful a Watch no longer affects me in that way... I continue to have a healthy fear of WARNINGS.

I've spent my early morning hours living in the book of Habakkuk, a prophet who has issued a warning to God's people. I got the idea that was where God was directing me as I became surrounded by that Book... on the Moody Channel while listening to a favorite Bible teacher, in a book I was reading, and even my dear Jewels' Valentine's Day post (a must read!).

Some of my favorite scripture are included in the writing of this "Minor" prophet (minor meaning short book... not his stature in history). Those of us who are of the protestant persuasion can trace our spiritual roots to Habakkuk and a monk who pondered Paul's writing by this prophet... the just (righteous) shall live by faith (2:4).

I must admit, I had to ask my husband where I could find Habakkuk as it seemed he had gone missing from my Bible (between Nahum and Zephaniah in the minor prophets). I refuse to look in the Bible Index as that would be admitting defeat. :)

I don't believe it is an accident that so many people are being led to study Habakkuk these days. For the questions he raises in the beginning about the world in which he finds himself are the same questions we ask today. I love the way Jewels' puts it... that he most likely did not expect Chapter 3 when asking the questions of Chapters 1 and 2.

It seems like our world is falling apart and frankly... it is no longer the world I remember. I have a collection of gardening magazines collected from the library free table over the years. I noticed the date on an issue I had pulled out last week... August, 2001. I thought of the significance of that month. There was already darkness over parts of the world but within weeks, America would realize the oceans did not separate it from the permanent affects of terrorism... our innocence died on that day and we had no idea that our freedoms would never be the same.

Like Habakkuk in Chapters 1 and 2, we live in a world where tensions from outside our walls are caving in all around us and everywhere we look we see the possibility of calamity... whether from terrorism or economic downfall. We cannot bury our heads in the sand and hope everything goes away when we look out our windows again.

But we can have the peace, knowing God truly is in charge even when everything around us is upside down. He is Due North and we may be at the point already of having to concentrate on Him each moment of each day to keep us from falling off the edge of our world. That's okay for there is no better place to be... no matter what our circumstances.

One of my favorite sections of scripture is located in Habakkuk (even if I couldn't find the book at first!). I would read this over and over during those seasons of life that I had to depend each moment of each hour of each day on Him, holding on for dear life to Due North.

Though the fig does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food,
Though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls,
Yet, I will rejoice in the Lord,
I will be joyful in God my saviour.

The Soverign Lord is my strength;
He makes my feet like the feet of a deer,
He enables me to go on the heights.

Habakkuk 3:17-19

Let's look at Due North more than Fox and CNN.

Saturday, March 07, 2009

In the midst of busy-ness

I have a few more pantry post ideas as well as a post to share how we kept our credit rating good enough to eventually buy this house. That all comes next week.

I'm in the midst of a few very busy days. My husband and his brother have to return to their sister's house near Chicago today and Christopher is having friends over to a LAN party while he is gone. There are very few opportunities for these friends to have LAN parties these days since all of them are either in college or working.

I plan to be out of the house for a few hours and then lock myself in my bedroom with earphones. :)

Christopher is beginning to feel better but his recovery is slower than the average hernia surgery since it included removal of the birth defect at the same time. He's trying to catch up on college classes and he finally returned to work yesterday (just for the afternoon). Thankfully, he works on campus so he could take a break and see a counselor about his application.

He has decided to change his major to computer science instead of any engineering (perhaps doing the five year Master's Degree plan) and that has brought about the need for summer school classes... sigh. So many important decisions are made during these late teen and early twenties ages.

The changes complicated his admissions but after talking to the counselors at the department he'd plan to major in, he realized they weren't willing to let him do a double major and the people in computer science were quite used to creating more individual curriculum.

We're enjoying a touch of spring with temperatures in the 60s. With all the snow gone, the evidence of a few powerful winter storms is all around us with small tree limbs down and minor damage to our chimney. Our fence has been damaged in two areas, including the front section which was taken out completely in the worst of the storms. I hope we have a better spring!

So, what are my plans today? I think I'm going to slip out before the young people arrive even though I am quite fond of them. When one has been in the midst of a LAN party set up once, one does not want to be there again. Far better for me would be sitting at Panera with a cup of coffee and a scone (if there are any left by noon) with a book and perhaps pondering what I'll write tomorrow.

I may just have to stop by Goodwill and the thrift shop. It's a tough job but someone has to do it... especially when one's home has been taken over by a group of gamers.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

Pantry talk - getting started and keeping up a pantry

Well, I am still borrowing Christopher's laptop so I'm quickly writing out another post while I have access. It appears the mother board on our computer fried, which happened the last time we had a bad virus. I'm liking Mac instead of Windows all the time. :)

I've almost always kept some kind of a pantry, deepened only as space and finances at the time allowed. My parents always purchased seasonally as my father worked building houses and was laid off around Christmas each year. So I was used to them stocking up and then living from the freezer and pantry come winter. Both sets of parents went through the Depression... both kept fairly good sized pantries and had gardens when possible (my in-laws had a big garden each year even though they lived "in town").

Now, I know there is lots of information on the sites linked to on the side bar but I'll give a general overview. First, I'd designate an area for a pantry. In my case, the only place to put a couple of big shelves was in the garage next to the wall which has the door going into the family room. That section of the garage is least affected by weather. I live far enough in the North that I only have to be concerned about high temps and humidity about two months a year. I do have to be concerned about rodents so I keep mice poison behind Rubbermaid containers where mice can get in but neighborhood cats and dogs can't.

I also use other spaces in the house when necessary, all my spices and some of my items needed for baking are on the tall indoor pantry. I have shelves in my kitchen where I keep large jars and tins of flour, sugars, oats, wheat, Splenda, tea, etc.

I'd first purchase one extra of those items that are:

1) Items I don't want to run out of (ie: TP, dishwashing or dishwasher detergent, laundry soap, baking supplies, canned fruits or veggies, meat in the freezer, eggs and milk in the frig, items needed to make my favorite meals, etc); and

2) Decide on what foods take priority, where I want to begin building up for at least one month's worth (ie: extra baking soda, an extra baking powder, extra vanilla, flour, different sugars, chocolate chips, etc... those items needed to bake just about anything). I'd deepen that section of the pantry further when possible.

Right now I have enough items for baking to last a few months if I don't bake often. Used to I'd have at least six months worth of these items. My next pantry goal is to purchase extra flats of canned green beans and fruit to "put back". Otherwise, I keep about six or seven cans of each on the shelf. As I said... get started with what you can and then deepen as time and income permits.

One thing about setting up a pantry is that it makes you think, you must look at how you cook and what you cook (eating in general) . There are basics that everyone should store like at least a few extra bottles vegetable oil, extra virgin olive oil (if you use it), salt and pepper, etc. Otherwise it becomes very personal. For further inspiration, check out the links on the sidebar where there are plenty of lists.

This area is so personal, what is essential to begin with in my family may be a low priority for you. For instance, when I had a young child in the house, I ordered Amy's mac & cheese by the CASE from my co-op (no artificial food colorings). :)

When we had a regular weekly income, I stocked the pantry in one of two ways:

First: I'd budget the same amount for groceries each week and after I purchased what was necessary for that week, I'd spend the remaining amount budgeted for stock up. Or,

Second: If I was on a tight budget, I'd purchase what was necessary and then also budget a certain amount to stocking the pantry each week... whether $5.00, $10.00, or $20.00... whatever I could afford consistently. It is amazing how the pantry comes together when a consistent effort is made to begin and deepen one.

Since my goal is to purchase for the pantry (on sale) as much as possible and then shop the pantry when an item is needed, the money allotted to my pantry purchases were usually for items on sale. If I notice the grocery store is having a significant sale on an essential item I use a lot, sometimes I'll use whatever money I have available and stock at that time even if it means I have to economize and eat cheap very cheap that week! It is well worth it in the long run.

Although I try to buy as much on sale as possible, there are those times I run out and have to pay full price where I know I can purchase a product at the best price but I don't stock up. For instance if I was at Meijer's and I needed flour I would pick up one or two five pound bags of King Arthur because they have the cheapest prices for that flour in town, anyway (or I'll buy a cheaper brand elsewhere). Same with Target, if I was there I'd purchase one or two bottles of Seventh Generation dishwashing liquid since they have the cheapest price of all the stores (or I'll buy one bottle of Dawn or Joy elsewhere).

If I have even a little extra money, I check the meat aisle of my neighborhood store for non advertised "Manager specials". I don't have much in the way of "stock up" funds available right now but I checked the meat aisle of my neighborhood grocery this week when I'd stopped for milk and a few fresh veggies to make a pasta salad. They had my favorite round roast on sale half price so I bought three of them, slipped each into a gallon size Zip Lock bag when I arrived home and put them in the freezer. They will later be put in a Crock Pot "as is" with a can of Cream of Mushroom soup or they will be cut up into large cubes to be used for oven stew (at a fraction of the price of "stew meat"). Either way, each roast will give me at least two meals.

I don't serve meals with meat every evening and when I do, I use meat in recipes that stretch it as much as possible. Still... it makes meal planning much easier when I have various types of meat in the freezer! Yesterday evening I was not feeling well at all but I was able to pull a package of cooked turkey breast from the freezer (I "cubed" a lot of turkey breast the last time I baked a turkey, put some in quart sized Zip Lock bags for individual recipes, and then put all those bags in a gallon size Zip Lock bag for extra protection and to keep them all together).

I had all the ingredients for my Chicken/Turkey Dressing Casserole on pantry shelves and in the bread box so I could assemble it in minutes and pop it in the oven, even though I was having a hard time standing up! (Just sinus trouble with the changing weather but it makes my head hurt and makes me very queasy.)

If one wanted to deepen their pantry as quickly as possible, it is necessary to look at your grocery list and through the recipes you use the most often. Then decide how much you want to put back (or deepen) each food item. Continue purchasing the items until you have the amount you want and then rotate... rotate... rotate. Use the oldest and place the newest in the back of the shelf.

To give an example, I like to keep various pastas,noodles, beans, rice (although I don't use much rice... freeze brown rice if you don't use it often), canned tomatoes... both whole tomatoes and Italian style, canned "cream of" soups (although I used to make my own white sauce and add the ingredients), canned fruits and veggies, condiments, and other items which make up all or part of my most used recipes.

I also keep on hand extra flour, sugars, honey (local), chocolate chips when I find them on sale, dried fruit like cranberries and cherries, chopped nuts when on sale, cake mixes I use in recipes purchased cheap, canned pie filling I use in recipes, mini marshmallows used in recipes, etc. Basically I like to keep things on hand to cover almost any baking recipe. Home baked goods are inexpensive and can have much more nutrition than those bought at the store (not to mention how expensive store bought baked goods can be and that homemade often taste better).

I stock up on tea when I find it on sale, as well as coffee. I'm afraid I've gone back to plebeian coffee again but what the hey, I'd rather have Folgers than nothing at all (and they've done a good job with their more modern use of darker beans).

In the freezer, I keep meat and frozen veggies purchased on sale. I place two or three packages of both salted and unsalted butter in a gallon size Zip Lock bag and keep butter in the freezer when purchased on sale. I like to keep a few packages of frozen fruit (blueberries and cherries mostly) to make a coffeecake and one or two cartons of Cool Whip which is not real cream but still tastes good in recipes and is often found on sale. :)

In the frig, I try to keep three dozen eggs (they store long past their sell by date if kept in their carton), cream cheese (which has a long shelf life in the frig), yogurt (which also lasts long after the sell by date... a health food store owner once told us we could safely eat yogurt weeks after the sell by date), sour cream, condiments, etc.

When I have the money, I like to purchase items for the Hospitality Pantry... or I'll make certain I have some extra cookies or cake in the freezer. Sigh... my only problem with this is I've found frozen sugar goodies are just as good as those defrosted and I need to stay away from them.

I'm still working on having a week's worth of foods that don't need to be cooked, in case of emergency. When I had a house that had a separate room for a pantry in the basement... I had one year's worth of bulk items from my co-op and about three months worth of other foods (rotated and date marked). Now I deepen the pantry, use what is in it all up, deepen the pantry, use it... well, you get the idea.... and uh... no, I'm not a Mormon (but some of the best info is available on websites by Mormons).

Which reminds me of what store I was forgetting in another post! I often purchase bread from the bread outlet store (where they sell their past date bread). I get all my hamburger and hot dog buns there for about 49 cents a package as well as my regular sliced bread, then slip each package into an old bread wrapper to double wrap it before placing in the freezer.

Last time I was there, the date on the sliced bread was just one day less than on a loaf of the same bread I had just seen at the grocery store (at a fraction of the price). I do like to make my bread off and on but having it in the freezer helps a lot, too.

Hmmm... what else? I do remember being asked what I liked about Trader Joe's. I especially like their coffee, their olive oil, and boxes of broth... all at prices much lower than the health food store.

Once again, I'm typing quickly as I have computer access so please forgive typos and grammar errors!

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Thoughts from my morning quiet time

I have another Pantry Talk in the works but it is still too... jumbly... to post. Sometimes my fingers type faster than my brain thinks, which leaves me wondering... huh? :)

Gosh it was hard to get out of bed this morning with very cold weather and corresponding sinus pressure. Staying in bed was not an option as Christopher had to drop his dad and I off at our mechanic's place to pick up the old car (which was quite easily fixed). I knew I'd better have a quiet time if I was going to make it through the day.

So... I turned on the light beside the living room sofa and then took advantage of the feature on the coffee pot which lets me take the carafe out before it is done brewing... that is how much I needed the caffeine this morning. My Pooh mug couldn't wait any longer for the coffee to meet the Splenda and cream. Okay, so my mug could wait but I couldn't.

I curled up with the one light making it possible to read Holy Habits, sipping hot coffee, and pondering. I'm not certain why but I remembered a cute quote I'd read at one time... "If God had a refrigerator He would put your picture on it.". I love that as the side of my refrigerator is where important documents end up... pictures, appointment cards, receipts we need to keep handy such as after the purchase of textbooks each semester... those items that under different circumstances would not be considered valuable achieve a place of importance on the refrigerator.

While reading, I looked closely at the bookmark I use in my "quiet time" books (those books I read mainly during morning quiet time along with my Bible). To anyone else but me it wouldn't have any value at all. It is a simple, red piece of construction paper with the word "Mom" written out in such a way that only I know what it means. A preschool teacher had laminated the paper and punched it at the top, wrapping a ribbon around the empty space to make a bookmark for Mother's Day one year. It truly is a piece of artwork only a mother could love, made by the hands of a small boy.

That started me pondering about how we have value because God loves us. I'm certain in the world at large, I have no value whatsoever. However, there are certain people in the universe who value me... a handful to whom I am a valuable member of the family. Especially to men who do not know how to cook. :)

But in the Light of Eternity, I'm not so different as that preschool bookmark would be to another person. The difference? The one who created the Universe loves me and that brings infinite value... to those of us who are the least, the little, the last, and the lost. It is nothing we do but everything that He has done...

and... it makes me smile to think He has my picture on His frig. :)

Yes, it was a very good quiet time, indeed.

Back tomorrow (hopefully) with a pantry post that has been, um... edited.

Monday, March 02, 2009

Pantry talk - food shopping

A commenter asked how to go about setting up a pantry, what a great question. I'll talk in depth about it next time and just a little bit today as it applies. I thought I'd share how I go about shopping for food at the least amount of money.

As with most homemakers, I do peruse the store sales flyers each week to see what they have as loss leaders. If there is something I need (and I have the money at the time), then that store will be first on my list to visit. Otherwise, here are the stores basically in order where I shop.

Wal Mart

Wal Mart has the best prices normally in canned goods, coffee, tea, butter and cream, cheese, pet foods, Equate brand meds, and a few other nonfood items. I have found at times the sales at more expensive stores are better so I check the sales flyers first. I rarely buy meat here (just once in the last year that I can remember) and I don't purchase much in the way of produce.

I always try to keep sliced Colby cheese and Triscuits around for those times I don't feel like cooking or someone wants a healthy snack at night. I purchase the Great Value large brick of Colby cheese (around $7.50) and cut it into cracker size slices myself. It is much cheaper than smaller packages of other brands and very good tasting. I like it even better than Kraft (what has Kraft done to their recipe?) Actually, I've never tried a Great Value food from Wal Mart that I haven't found just as good as name brands.

Neighborhood Store

This is the second grocery store I go to most often. It is in my old neighborhood (from when we had the big house "in town") and it is a local/state chain store. It is by far the most expensive of all the stores but it has the best sales overall, the best meat sales of those stores close to me, and great prices on organic foods.

This is the store that has my favorite brand of canned tomatoes on sale every five or six weeks. I stock up at that time. It also has ice cream buy one get one free and I will purchase two or four packages of ice cream for the freezer at that time if money permits. Ice cream is now a rare purchase.

Kroger

Kroger can also be expensive but it has good sales, especially the 10 for $10.00 sales. It also puts milk on sale more often that other stores.

Super Target

I love Target for organic butter and yogurt, as well as good sales on items for baking ingredients and paper goods.

As long as I have the money, I always purchase one or two plastic bottles of the Seventh Generation dish soap when I'm there.

Meijers

This is a Midwestern chain that I first started shopping at in the 1980s when we lived in Western Michigan. It has (by far) the best selection of produce as well as great sales. It is famous for its' Saturday super sales.

Meijers is where I buy my canned goods on sale in the fall and the only place that puts King Arthur Flour on sale at a great price and I'll put one bag in my cart if it isn't on sale. KA regular unbleached flour has a high enough protein too be used for bread as well as regular baking if one does not want to store both bread flour and regular unbleached flour.

I always check their weekly sales flyer when I have money available.

Meijers and Target are where I'll look first for kitchen and storage items, they usually have very good quality items at fair prices (and on sale at times).

Aldis

I don't shop Aldis often but I love having it available when there are no good sales for awhile at my other grocery stores. Some people shop it first.

Trader Joe's

I love, love, love Trader Joe's but I hate driving there. Since Sheila is in Finland with her hubby until at least July, I will wait for her to return before heading back to Trader Joe's.

Ethnic Grocery Stores

Since we are a University town, we have access to lots of ethnic foods. I haven't been to one of the ethnic food stores recently but I have friends who love them. They have very reasonable prices for beans (especially the Mexican store) and rice (especially the Asian stores).

Health Food Store

My husband qualifies for their Senior Citizen Discount day. Their prices are through the roof but the discount brings it down to something almost reasonable. The only item I buy there on discount day is my favorite pizza sauce.

Gourmet Food Store

They actually have good prices on items like spices and those little extras which make cooking easier. The one near me also has great monthly sales on high qaulity cookware which will last you a lifetime if cared for properly.

Food Co-op

I used to purchase a lot of bulk items through my food co-op when I had even a little extra income. Now my friend shares old fashioned oats with me (often twenty pounds at a time). I also try to buy wheat there but they have been out of it for awhile (yikes!).

Co-ops are great when you keep to a budget but not so great when you start ordering things you normally would not buy just to have enough people filling out an order. Stephanie's food co-op orders once in awhile, the one I belonged to here orders once a month during the school year.

Food Pantry

We qualify for all the food pantries in town but we go to one particular pantry each month. It is by appointment only and one qualifies through the Salvation Army. When we haven't had any "extra" money for awhile, we are not able to shop at the grocery stores so we also go to the other food pantries. I don't like to depend on them as their food is not always the best for diabetics (heavy on starches). However, I'm glad they are available and there have been many months my husband stood in line at the other three pantries!

Also, when my own pantry is stocked then I feel better about letting others use the food pantries since they often run out of food before the line of people is through. The one pantry I go to each month is sponsored by a large church in the area and tends to have more of what I can use (they let us choose what we need most from a list of foods) so I make an appt. for the next month when I'm picking up this month's food.

"Other" stores and food places

I stocked up on bulk herbs and spices when we were in Lancaster County last May. The Amish grocery store had them very cheap.

The Farmer's Market isn't necessarily the cheapest place to buy food but it is fresh and local... when I have the money it's well worth it. I buy my local honey there each summer, too.

I also accept food from our church and friends when they have excess. It's not a question of being proud, instead it is all about being grateful. :)

I don't have a written price sheet as I purchase the same items most of the time and remember what stores are the best. If I were stocking up like I used to be able to, then I'd keep a written price sheet for the various stores.

It's all about getting the most value for the money.

Now, someone else needs the computer so please forgive typos and grammar errors as I must hurry.